a beautiful fourteen.

fourteen.

remind me at the first day I saw you.
with the heart full of worries.
cause it's a final week.

remind me again to the first time you talked to me.
as simple "thank you" that blow up my cheeks.

and your first hi, that I won't say goodbye.

how that your light brown eyes, had light up my world.

our first chat, you send me the cutest photos in these whole world.
as cute as a tiger stand beside little kitties.

and two cute pandas had a farewell party.
but it's a new start for that pandas.

now playing in my phone, first date by blink182.
oh this song bring me back to the day, I'm so in rush cause we had a dinner to finish.

and your smile as sweet as pudding that your mom made it for me.
how sweet pudd

can we ?

start it all over again ?

I'm promise, I'm gonna be a good girl.
I won't push you too hard.
I will be patience waiting for your calls.
I'll not getting jealous, I swear.

please ..

come back be here ..

Welcome February!!

So guys I wanna tell that there's something wrong, terribly wrong cause all my draft about #30Days ofLiterature is totally deleted. Idk how but my phone accidentally going out of control and voila it's gone!
Well, these makes me cringe, like ugghhh.
I write it each a day for 30 days in December and when it's gone I feel gone too lol.
Idk how to write it again, I can do that of course.
But it will never be the same again!:(
So I think I'm gonna change every story from 30daysofliterature become 20daysofliterature:)
And thank you so much for everyone that already read it, big love and big hug from me!!
But I don't stop on writing, I will make another story another poem, and don't miss it guys haha.
Sooooo see you later!xoxo♡♡

Short Story : #30DaysofLiterature #Day20DoL

#30DaysofLiterature #Day20DoL

everything will be okay,you said.

you will always by my side, you said.

you can treat me better than him, you said.

you told me,you'll always love me 'till the end, you said.

is that a spell so I can't forget you forever?

well then, now I'm under your spell.

-alby.

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30 Days of Literature is a writing project that lasts for 30 days, in which participant allowed to write any kind of literature with different theme/topic each day.
For further information, contact ID Line : michelle_ardia
#30DaysofLiterature and #Day20DoL

Short Story : #30DaysofLiterature #Day19DoL

#30DaysofLiterature #Day19DoL

Don't grow-up it's a trap.
Don't fall in love it's dangerous. Terrible.

Why, I called it a trap?
Because every little thing that happened in your life matters.
It will cause stress.
Depression.
Death.

People say, falling in love is beautiful.
No, no it's not.
I can't see the beauty of fallin.
Even Taylor Swift said "We should love. Not fall in love. Because everything that falls gets broken."
And that's why.
I can't see the beauty of fallin in love.
I keep fall in love. Over and over again.
I dont care, whether it be an angel or demon.
It's clear, every time I fall, I'll get burn.

So my little sister, please listen to my head.
Read my memories.
Past is the best teacher.
Now, I'm your teacher.

-alby.
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30 Days of Literature is a writing project that lasts for 30 days, in which participant allowed to write any kind of literature with different theme/topic each day.
For further information, contact ID Line : michelle_ardia
#30DaysofLiterature and #Day19DoL

Short Story : #30DaysofLiterature #Day18DoL

#30DaysofLiterature #Day18DoL

2 tahun perjalanan kita sungguh sangat membosankan.
Kegiatan kita selayak pasangan lainnya.
Mereka terlihat bahagia, namun aku tidak.
Ya 6 bulan pertama aku pun sebahagia mereka.
Tapi sekarang semua terasa membosankan.

"Aku rasa aku menginginkan hal lain." tuturku pada makan malam kali ini.

"Bagaimana jika, kita menjalani hidup masing-masing tapi tidak berdua untuk sementara ini." lanjutku.

Dia seperti mengerti arah pembicaraan ini.
Lalu, mengelap mulutnya dan mengangguk. Anggukan yang lembut, yang aku cintai namun membosankan.

"Apa kau bosan denganku?"
Boom! Itu menghantamku, tidak kusangka.
Apakah baru saja ia bertanya apakah aku bosan?

"Kita bisa merubah rutinitas kita sayang." ia seperti menjawab pada dirinya sendiri.

"Kurasa..
kurasa kita harus menjaga jarak."
Aku beranjak dari kursiku, meninggalkan dia dalam keadaan yang sangat buruk, menurutku.

Craaasshh!!!!
Aku terjatuh kebelakang, lalu terdiam, kepalaku sakit sekali.
Sesaat bertanya 'suara apa itu'
Langkahku berderap cepat, berlomba dengan rasa pernasaranku yang menguat.

Detik ini aku merasa, jantungku di jatuhkan dari langit ke sembilan.
Wanita ini ..
Aku sangat mengenalnya.
Oh tuhan, apa yang baru saja terjadi?
Apa itu aku? Wanita yang tertabrak mobil?
Di sela keramaian kulihat priaku sedang memeluk diriku yang bergelimpahan darah.

Everything has a life span.
Aku rasa, ini akhirnya.
Dia menangis, saat ini
diriku, sudah lebih dulu kering air matanya.
Dan dia tidak menangis waktu itu.

-alby.
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30 Days of Literature is a writing project that lasts for 30 days, in which participant allowed to write any kind of literature with different theme/topic each day.
For further information, contact ID Line : michelle_ardia
#30DaysofLiterature and #day18DoL

Short Story : #30DaysofLiterature #Day17DoL

#30DaysofLiterature #Day17DoL

Ah pelukanmu selalu mewarnai gelapku.
Dan kau pandai memecah tawa di sepiku.

Membuatku kagum atas luas pandangmu.
Dinginku selalu kalah karena hangatmu.

24/7 hanya terisi oleh kegiatan kita.
Kota ini hanya terdengar suara kita.

Lucu terkadang saat kerabat berpikir bahwa kita adalah pasangan.
Karena, saat aku bertanya "Apakah kau mencintai ku?"
Kau tertawa dan menoleh, "Aku hanya mencintai dia, yang sangat dicintai oleh Tuhan kita."

-alby.

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30 Days of Literature is a writing project that lasts for 30 days, in which participant allowed to write any kind of literature with different theme/topic each day.
For further information, contact ID Line : michelle_ardia
#30DaysofLiterature and #Day17DoL

Short Story : #30DaysofLiterature #Day16DoL

#30DaysofLiterature #Day16DoL

Hari ini kami kembali menemukan hewan mati yang perutnya berisi sampah.
Ada apa dengan orang orang ini?
Apa mereka tidak sadar bahwa bumi bukan tempat untuk manusia saja?
Anak anakku memandang sedih pada burung malang ini.

"Yah burungnya mati ma."
"Tidak apa apa nak, kan bisa untuk makan malam kita dirumah."

-alby.

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30 Days of Literature is a writing project that lasts for 30 days, in which participant allowed to write any kind of literature with different theme/topic each day.
For further information, contact ID Line : michelle_ardia
#30DaysofLiterature and #Day16DoL